there is now no chance of the Singularity

the pinacale of human stupidity was achieved by a country wide presenter, who when watching a swirling, wheeling flock of starlings at sunset described it as "like watching it in 3D"

birthday 'n stuff

bd not to bad, went into winds with f. managed a couple of hours. dad actually listen to my list this year, whihch was nice. 16th on the allotment list now, might get on efor next year.

just cant shake to feeling in having a very slow relapse

bluegh

absolute saga trying to get a doctors appointment on monday - reduced me to tears and f had to come home early. tuesday was nearly as bad - 3 hours wait for a call back! pointless, waste-of-time system - just means the receptionist can take personal calls rather than doing their job! when i finally did see drm every thing was sorted - then took ten minutes for the receptionist to stop gossiping and help me make a followup appointment. (too many !'s)

CPN cancelled, so me and b when empty building hunting - got some nice pics and saw muttly.

signed off for a couple of weeks, It like it was with tosh, everything just seems to big and hard. I do want to go back, I'm just not sure I can.
Seeing nurse on Thursday 13 so might be helpful, but I doubt it very much! gave me the appointment 8weeks ago and then changed it this morning - just as well F took the day off. Hopefully get some more news on Arts

symptoms: agoraphobia, shakes, paranoia, extreme hunger,

bad few weeks, mostly functioning, but its alway bad at xmas. what with christmas, norfolk, work and everything im not doing badly, but i can feel myself sliding

the obligitary 2010 post

well I got a job- only part time and it exhusts me but its a step forward, did 6/8 modules of my first year (last 2 start in 3weeks) getting A's and B's. I might not be better but I am more functional.  On the housing list, got a online shop running and selling.